Ramblings

Valentine's day here was like any other. Like I told Jon, we don't need a special day to say "I love you", we do it all the time.  I didn't get anything done around the house yesterday, but I did visit with my MIL. We discussed stuff, with and without kids. I also got to be on the phone with my Mom for a few hours, helping her do her taxes.

So this week so far I have gotten little accomplished. I have laundry to do, and school to start. I have an awesome family. I've been reminded over the last couple of days, why certain people are no longer in my life. It's sad when you've told them why, and yet they still don't get it. I have pity, yet rage, but I let it go, because there is nothing else that I can do.

Hopefully today, we file our taxes. I have to spend some time amending my MIL's because Ben and Jerry's sent her an amended W-2.  It's not a huge change and won't affect her refund, but the tax document changed, and it needs to be reported. Just the code in box 12 changed, not the amount, the IRS says so what, we need to know it changed. Fine, pain in my a**, so hopefully I'll get that done today along with a large list of other things I need to accomplish.

My Grandma is supposed to come home from the hospital today, by ambulance. Talk about a ride in style. My Mom drove back down there this morning. My Aunt continues to be there. I want to go down, but on such a stressful day for Gram, and really everyone involved I'd rather wait.

The kids are going with Jon's Dad this weekend. We'll scoot them down to Randolph Friday night, maybe Saturday we'll head with Kaylee to see my Gram. That's the plan as of right now. We'll have to see what happens.

Jon's still sick, and I have so far dodged getting it. I must have some super human immune system, both the big kids have had it, but Kaylee and I have skated. Now that I've said that in 24hrs or less you watch, I'll be sick.

Rage = Lack of sleep = more rage, I'm hoping last night to have broken this cycle. Sometimes you have to ignore and let go, because 1. If they didn't get it the first time you told them, they won't get it now. 2. At this point in time, it doesn't matter anymore. Explanations aren't needed and in my opinion they aren't deserved.

I hope everyone enjoys this bright and sunny Tuesday!